I'm tired of negativity. I'm tired of being covered in someone else's bad feelings about life and not feeling like I can share thoughts or ideas. I feel smothered in crappy responses to normal day-to-day. Giving everything and getting nothing buy open hands grasping, wanting more moremoremoremore. Being blamed for shortcomings. Always being at fault. Criticized. Flying by the seat of my pants all the time.
I just want to stay at home today and cry this all away. Wash it away from me so I can wipe it out of my mind and just move forward.